Crap. The unthinkable happened today. I thought maybe I could keep it low key. Avoid the topic. Just generally avoid the issue altogether. They are more than $160 worth! But today, a full moon day no less (there is some pagan significance to be sure), I got a letter. This letter makes my grandparents, all my well-meaning relatives, the estheticians who do my hair and facials all seem like angels. I can't believe it. This has driven me to drink! Maligned, but rest assured, still functioning enough to produce chemical pain; the body mind link has been severely impacted, mitigated only by chocolate......how is this possible? when did this happen? now what?
What the hell do I do with the letter that requests my participation in a study for.....I just can't say it.......
